If you're doing something because you're imagining what people will think when they see you doing it,
you're not doing it for the right reason.
It's the things you do,
even though you might get made fun of by those you fear seeing you do it,
that define your true passions.
Pursue the things that scare you
even though you might "embarrass" yourself.
The embarrassment isn't real.
The people you feel "embarrassed" by are scared too.
I was and sometimes am one of them.
The hesitancy to pursue these things are what you'll regret.
Do what makes you happy and I'll try to do the same.